Some mistakes are accidentally beautiful

Images via Lomo Accidents @ Nick and Tom

Just because you make mistakes doesn't mean you are one.

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2008 was a whirlwind of ups and downs.
Countless heartaches but kudos to the good times.
This is and isn't a year to remember.




I had a quiet new year eve this time around
Sipping Long Island Tea, smoking sisha.
People watching, as time strode by.
The clock struck twelve.

Happy New Year!


Though I don't know what the future holds, or where fate may take me, I'm certain and hopeful that this will be a good one, and many years from where it came.



How was your New Year Eve?

What you don't know

...is that you are just making a fool out of yourself.
For we are not stupid to know that
that is not a declaration of happiness,
you are just being pathetic.
You don't want me to be the one to move on.
Sadly, the Big man up there will never slam a door at my face without opening another door. I didn't take too long to stare at that closed door to miss out the opened one.
It's always about your ego.
All the best.

RM77,000 is worth...

...a piece of paper.

The False Contender

What is the one word you use to describe the one person who would do their darndest to avoid you? Emails go unanswered, phone calls are never returned. Sometimes they just give you the feeling that they either did something they don't want to tell you about, or are afraid you already know about it. Don't you just hate it that you have to track them down and make them spill? Is it even your own best interests reaching out to them and be proactive about the situation? Are they possibly going to fess up until it's far too late to fix whatever they've broken?

I don't know about it myself as sometimes,
I play that annoying role.

Your love is black

STOP RUNNING YOUR WRETCHED LIPS LIKE A LEAKING PIPE OF TOXIC. STOP POISONING PEOPLE WITH YOUR TRIVIAL FIBS ABOUT ME. STOP LYING AND FORMING SOME SEMBLANCE OF ALLIES TO HATE ME. I HAD YOUR AVOIDANCE, I DON'T NEED OTHERS', WHO ARE, IN FACT, MY FRIENDS AND NOT PURELY YOURS. KUDOS TO YOU FOR TAKING OFF THE BLINDFOLD. NOW I COULD SEE CLEARLY FOR WHO YOU ARE. I AM COMPLETELY BAFFLED BY THE KIND OF RESPECT YOU SHOWED ME. WILL I FIGHT DIRTY? OF COURSE NOT! FIGHTING DIRTY ONLY GETS ME DIRTY. I'D SAY LET KARMA TAKES ITS COURSE. TO THOSE WHO LISTENED AND BELIEVED, I'D SAY IF WHAT YOU DON'T SEE WITH YOUR EYES, DON'T WITNESS WITH YOUR MOUTH. ANYWAY, BY BELIEVING SO, YOU ARE ALREADY NOT A FRIEND. I DON'T NEED ANOTHER CHEAP SEATS AT THE BACK. I'D GIVE YOU THE BENEFITS OF DOUBT.

Loose Translation

Sometimes I wonder if I could be walking, talking and thinking right in step with everyone. Will there come a day whereby everyone is in synch with me -- or that I've been in synch with them all along?

It never comes a day when I don't be deemed as cocky when my confidence is growing steadily. So much as that when I am at my lowest point of esteem, it never cease them to take glee over my misfortune.

She told me "because you've scored many wins recently, its inevitable that you will come in at second place sooner or later."

Stay humble and accept your accolades as they come but don't ask for more. People get annoyed when they're asked to applaud for someone they've already acknowledged. Don't push your luck.





I am just happy and I want to share it.
To who, without being judged?

Plotting and Scheming

Caption: Can you keep a secret?

Nothing is well-suited for action like today.
Today provided me with the perfect opportunity to bring you and your fictitious intellect down. If you appeared to be completely oblivious it is evident that you're just too shallow to comprehend your own pomposity. And, for those who are extraneous, if you think I am speaking of you, perhaps you're guilt-ridden or that you're just plain vain.
Oh my, I do dated one who lives by the latter.

There is an explanation behind the template changes and whatnot.
To that someone, why model yourself after someone you admire when you can be the original person who everyone else admires? No doubt, your imitation may be the sincerest form of flattery to me, but it can also send the wrong message about who you really are to people you want to impress and let me tell you, I already think lowly of you. Why try so hard to fit in, dear? You have an intense energy that appeals to people, but it is only present when you yourself are completely present.
Today, you've got to be for real.

If only you are smart enough to figure out the hidden message.