Expectations

My most favorite guitarist of my most favorite band is leaving the band.
Describing my feeling as sad is just an understatement.
I am beyond depressed.

What you don't know

...is that you are just making a fool out of yourself.
For we are not stupid to know that
that is not a declaration of happiness,
you are just being pathetic.
You don't want me to be the one to move on.
Sadly, the Big man up there will never slam a door at my face without opening another door. I didn't take too long to stare at that closed door to miss out the opened one.
It's always about your ego.
All the best.

RM77,000 is worth...

...a piece of paper.

Clear to pass

After a year of mourning, grieving, healing, nursing and moving on, I have finally stepped out and started planning my next romantic move. It can be daunting but your reassurances not only calmed my nerves, you gave me hope and a different kind of happiness. Should all else fail, we know we still have a friendship to salvage.

The beginning of a new chapter starts here.

I, too, can draw

A dab of creative spark and flash of inspiration leads to these drawings
on ceramic with porcelain pen. Sometimes I surprise myself with what I could and could not do.

Lovely surprise.

Don't let me go tonight

As days go by, I feel less alive.
I forgot how it feels like to be in love with you.
I forgot your birthday.
I forgot you.
I forgot us.