Saturday, April 18, 2009

Anyone else but you

I am finally gaining real momentum of my relationship until things have to take a dramatic turn. At first, things are not going smoothly, all I wanna do is just throw my hands up in the air and fret that this thing isn't going to work out, just like all the other past ones. Conversely, you never give up, you embrace any conflict that erupts, because working through it together is going to bring the two of us even closer together. Baby, you are right. Sometimes we have to argue before we can find that common ground.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Ouch, my head hurts

Happy or sad, jealous or proud, envious or territorial - it doesn't make any difference. Feelings are simply feelings. It is only a state of mind. The irony is that, the longer u detain the acknowledgment of feelings, the faster you find yourself falling into an abyss of nothingness. Swallowing you up inside and pulling you into a vortex of wild imagination. Get it out, you find the exit.

It was very unpleasant of you to invade my privacy. Like a bull in my china shop, your selfish ignorance has caused breakage and harm. I am not feeling feisty at all. Therefore, I walked away. Dropping everything and removing myself from this explosive situation is not a sign of weakness. It simply means I am strong enough to let go. My detachment doesn't make you the winner, not even for seconds. If you are insecure, please don't throw all the aggressive energy to others, instead divert those energy into something positive. Word to self, if you are not ever going to stop, I will only let myself roll with the punches that may or may not come my way because obviously you are the one with a chip on the shoulder. Blimey.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

You wouldn't like me if I told you I love you

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

He has left, closed the door, picked his baggage and thrown it out of the window. He let go, he's gone, life still goes on like every dawn has its dusk, it's over, it is you who stay behind and suffer, because what you are left with is memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Remember the time...

Finally we have came to a place where we can get a sense of the true value we bring to each others life. It's wonderful to feel like we bring the best out of each other for once, and the two of us are getting closer in a whole new level.

We took the time to get away for a while and reminded ourselves how well we fit together. Took a trip together to the beach and boy, we never had so much fun.

Remember, we all stumble, every one of us.
That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.


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