Wednesday, October 14, 2009

自欺欺人

我要承认,我并没有自己以为的那么好
我要承认,我从来没有自己以为的那么好看
我要承认,我即使现在再努力一些, 我也不过如此
我要承认,我的天分比不上别人
我要承认,我希望没人比我活得好
我要承认,我会妒嫉

欺人, 不如自欺,
毕竟自欺总比欺人来的容易,
要承认我的人生里许多不完美的真相,
这太残忍了
我好歹也有 权利对自己说慌
纵使当我骗不了自己时,
当身边没有观众献上那肯定的掌声时,
当在孤单清醒的夜晚,不得不苦涩地承认时,
这一刻,
也许我会希望你没看穿我。

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Ready to Roll


All that peace, quiet and privacy was nice while it lasted, and I sure needed it - but I'm on a different page now. I'm ready for some excitement, and even though I know I have to get up tomorrow, I really won't care how late I have to stay up to have some excitement. That's simply because I'm definitely connect with at least one someone who is going to help me find what I'm after: adrenaline.

It ain't cloak-and-dagger that emotions have always been my sign's specialty. I know how to express them, no matter where I am or who happens to be watching, because it never occurs to me to hold them back. After all, aren't feelings the best part of being human? Well, that's debatable, from some of our points of view, but at any rate, when a very strong feeling hits me now, admirably, I won't think twice before expressing it. I won't even want to.

So keep a look out on this joint, I'm back blogging.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

It doesn't matter

It really doesn't matter if we're only taking a stroll at that empty street or squeeze through that crowded mall. It really doesn't matter if we could only afford roadside food or indulge in lavish buffet. As long as I could spend a day with you, I wouldn't change the world for this.
I'd trade it with anything just for this one day.







Just the two of us.
I'm contented.

Friday, August 28, 2009

What is happening


Am I seeing it half full or half empty?
I have detached myself from wearing my feelings on my sleeves.
I've managed to sustain it for 4 months.
Could it be any longer?


Saturday, August 1, 2009

Happy Birthday, Andy


A well-planned & executed surprise despite the minor setbacks along the process. Thanks to a bunch of awesome people that this night successfully marked the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun of an awesome someone.


Happy Birthday
,
please keep your hands out the cookie jar.

xx


Saturday, June 6, 2009

Soak up the sun

Who said the skies in Kuching aren't blue? The one who said so, has definitely never been here. Sun, flip flop, bikinis, sunnies, sunblock, tan and a new breath of fresh air. What a life delectation. I love it here.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Last night


It's another inarticulate way to say the host had a blast and am very thankful for making her drink, drank and drunk. It had been a while she last stumbled her way home and experienced some toilet-bowl-hogging love. It was awesome nonetheless.

Lots of love, xoxo


Monday, June 1, 2009

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Social Loop

I know I am usually quite a party animal but after my absence for a year and now that I am back, I have been much more introverted than usual. Pretty odd but some have gotten used to it yet some let it threw them for a loop. You see, I just need to go back into my shell for a while and think some things through. Things are changing. There are a few changes in my life that I need to adjust to. All I need is just some 'alone' time. But HEY, this social queen bee is making a comeback! Now, two's company and three's a party! I'm feeling the urge to connect with other people, and get back in the loop with friends! The more people there are, the merrier I will be! I want to feel a part of the world around me, I wanna rub elbows with people from all walks of life, I wanna put myself in the middle of the crowd and start making friends. Tell your friends, everyone around you......


I am back.


Saturday, April 18, 2009

Anyone else but you

I am finally gaining real momentum of my relationship until things have to take a dramatic turn. At first, things are not going smoothly, all I wanna do is just throw my hands up in the air and fret that this thing isn't going to work out, just like all the other past ones. Conversely, you never give up, you embrace any conflict that erupts, because working through it together is going to bring the two of us even closer together. Baby, you are right. Sometimes we have to argue before we can find that common ground.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

 

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